We wouldn't know sweet an apple is if we don’t want to try to have a bite;
similarly we wouldn't know how true GOD is if we don’t experience HIM
personally. GOD is real! I want to give all my praises to HIM for everything
that I had gone through in year 2011.
For the first five
months, it was my internship period. I want to thank GOD for the senior manager
and seniors who are willing to help and teach me if I have any problems with my
work patiently. Besides that, I want to thank HIM for the audit partner who often generously
provided us tea-breaks (with kuehs, pizzas, grilled chicken wings etc) and
sometimes small birthday celebrations for the staffs. I think that is an
encouragement to work harder. Before we ended our internships, we even had
Indian buffet farewell lunch with all the staffs. Furthermore, most of the
clients are kind.
From June to August,
those months were my long semester breaks. Besides having good rests, GOD
guided me with my Japanese Language Proficiency Test (JLPT) and protected me
while I was away from my hometown.
After the end of the
breaks, the remaining months in that year were the first semester of my final
year of study. It was quite challenging, hectic and tough life that period.
Without HIM, I don’t think I can go through all those I had gone through.
One of these challenges
is my Final Year Project (FYP). I got stuck in the beginning when I wanted to
find a supervisor. I realized that many good supervisors had no quota to
accepting new supervisees. In the midst of worries and fears, I managed to find
a supervisor at very last minute, as we had deadline for the submission of
supervisor form. The supervisor questioned me whether I have met with other
supervisors as her quota was full. I told her the truth, and she, in the end,
just accepted my request.
On the other hand, in
the beginning of this semester, I also experienced unsuccessful quizzes. What
does that mean? Basically, that means that the quiz was kept postponed for 2
times; we studied that same thing over and over again for 3 times, but
fortunately or unfortunately there was no test. I don’t know how to describe
the feeling but I know it was complicated. Then the third time was the real
one.
Apart from that, another
lecturer often wanted us to present our learning topics in the first few weeks
of the semester. Unfortunately, one of the presentations did crash with one of
the quizzes. But later the lecturer said that the presentation would be
postponed during a class few days before the day of presentation.
When I think back about
the time crash, if there was not any postponing, I believe I would have problem
to settle two things at a very short time, which is around 1 or 2 days. Thank
GOD for saving me because I believe what the Scripture in 1 Corinthians 10: 13
says. Basically, it tells us that GOD knows our limits and HE will not give us
trials that we cannot endure, unless HE provides us way out. Praise the LORD!
Apart from those events,
it is sad to say that 3 out of 6 subjects that I took this semester are tough
subjects in my course. Assignments are hard, and exams are super hard!
Especially the final exams when we even don’t have enough time to study
properly. But before I experience my hardest time in final, GOD has let me
experience how real HE is by previous experiences. Those events prepared me for
the hardest moment. If I can bear with small trials, then I can gradually
endure the next level trial. Therefore, I believe that GOD will also guide me
in my finals. I need to learn to surrender all my fears and burdens unto HIM,
as mentioned in Matthew 11:28-30 from Bible “ 28Come to me, all you who are
weary and burdened and I will give you rest. 29Take my yoke upon you and
learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for
your souls. 30For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”
I believe that if I
trust in HIM continually, I would be able to experience and witness greater
things in my life. Before I end my testimony, I want to thank GOD again for HIS
guidance and protections for my family, relatives, girlfriend and friends, besides
me.
May God continue to bless, guide and protect me in year 2012. Let me experience HIM more.
To GOD be the glory.
May God continue to bless, guide and protect me in year 2012. Let me experience HIM more.
To GOD be the glory.
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